DEATH--Introspective Awakening from Existential Contemplation
- Nathaniel Glosson

- Jun 26
- 9 min read
What if "death" is just a transition of consciousness through dimensions; when something is more ripely soul-inspiring from "elsewhere," we just may not ultimately mind departing...and even when such may appear tragic--something an ego would not ever seem to excitedly "order" off the menu--the mechanics of our exits (even the "banana peel" ones) carry no judgement as to right or wrong, better or worse--just cascades of synchronized timing coalescing to weave amidst the collective tides.
While alive, our focused creativity generates an experience here, which is co-creatively collaborative--via both shenanigans of cooperation and competition--as we express the tone of whatever tune we're weaving into the collective tapestry, based on what our own inner spark is guided to do in conjunction with whatever "trail" (ancestry/heritage/past) we've inherited to work forth from...
Old age, disease, accident, natural disaster, war, etc....ALL the same from the "inside" at the "nexus," and the psyche simply moves on to wherever it's next able and aimed, however primed. Whether one is "killed"(external force) or just "dies"(internal relinquishment), the soul essentially "agrees" (even whilst the ego may tenaciously hold on) to put down the "pen" of its concentrated creative authority here, in order to exercise such elsewhere in a different manner.
Let's get weirder though, since there seem to potentially be a few "astral" trappings mixed among the natural, organic process, embedded to corral and manipulate more of an engineered outcome to the sequence and process cycling, depending on how "impressionable" one is to such suggestive molding...Along the sliding scale of consciousness, folks could be seen to generally splash amidst:
1. SLEEPING-- Campaigns exist throughout life to convince people to "lay down" their life in devotion to some "higher" cause--religious or political/nationalistic subscription. To the degree one is under such sway, their creative authority stays busily engaged creating the reality of the paradigm being followed, receiving periodic "treats" of confirmation that their crusade is noble, righteous, and accepted by the larger community of conformity. Upon death, such a psyche is then praised by whatever existent "overseer(s)" of that campaign, as the malleable psyche can then be reinstated/re-institutionalized wherever next organized for "assignment" to follow further "orders" under such hierarchy, maybe even with a lil promotional stroke of graduation 🤪😝 (Those "talked into" dying in war fall here, amidst others entangled with wrestling various dramas of "CONflict"...)
2. AWAKENING-- As mass movements creating belief system campaigns are essentially harvesting collectively combined conscious creation energies to fuel their "scripts," the stories and beliefs need "boots on the ground" acting as though the tales are real for events to continue manifesting in that direction. Hence, anyone waking up to how they may be being herded/corralled/swayed/entranced by falsely deceptive narratives and agendas--astral compulsions--who begin utilizing their creative energy in a more mindfully sovereign fashion, apart from a larger "script" in the status quo, are next met with pressure, resistance, and inertia (opposed to change) by all factions seeking to maintain the larger campaign in place. Such an awakening psyche is initially plagued with doubts and uncertainty when going "off script," as everything invested in maintaining a different, limited "big picture" will essentially gaslight it that NOT following that larger (preSCRIPTed) pecking order is bad/wrong. To whatever extent the awakening individual refuses the externally distorted participation, the invested system then denies and withdrawals most "rewards" offered to those "following" along, stalling "empirical" support for their individualized path's unfolding in hopes of isolating their efforts, discrediting their approach, and persuading them to return to the status quo. Those who are "worn down" by faulty elements embedded in the bigger system often "fall" here via disease or others avenues of entropy/degradation that persist from the friction of rubbing up against a larger paradigm that counters individual sovereignty with "pitched" conformity to a more "closed loop" way of life...essentially, these psyches either push on to eventually endure beyond until fully awakened, or they are "muzzled" or "snuffed out" by the system so that traction is not built that would overturn the larger paradigm, which might otherwise potentially could lead more units to also disengage their creative participation in support of the "standardized" format also...
3. AWAKENED-- Those who completely "cancel" their SUBscription to bigger incorporations of power (and choose "open Source" to create from within), can eventually negate the negative inertia attempted to be imposed by a tyrannical system. They "clear" those impressions and neutralize such effects, staying centered in themselves as to their creations--manifest of inner AUTHORity aligned with universal principles of "conduct(ion)"--without as much subtle sway lingering from impressive influences of those "negative" (obstructing/retarding) campaigns designed to infiltrate free will, which would stay more generatively scheduled along fixed lines being directed, instead of anything radically emergent spontaneously. These are the "CHRYST(aline/align)" conscious individuals often archetypally viewed as "ascended masters" essentially, at least through the analogies of metaphysical metaphor (if not more literally). They manage their own realm, in harmonic union with the TRUE larger realm, so they do NOT "fall" under the jurisdiction of the campaigns, programs, and belief systems that others have "SUBscribed" to agree with, themselves functioning as rogue agents (albeit collaborating with "Life in Love") beyond the restricted limitations of any intermediary empire(s)...
The cosmic joke is that it is a FEAR of "death" that catalyzes the original, core campaign (and all its subsidiaries) of CONtrol. In the beginning, wanting to avoid punishment and receive a treat is enough to foster obedience. In the middle, belief that one is still too "small" to make a difference without being swallowed by the "bigger" operation is what CONstricts infinite access to more--impeding efforts of advance--while maintaining the slow and weighted/"waited" entropy that eventually wears one down, to whatever degree doubt and other forms of psychic debris persist. Once awakened, there is no fear of death--CONtrol is exchanged for cOMmUNION--and the multi-dimensional nature of life is clearly fluid for full navigation unimpeded.
As long as MOST people are "asleep," large governing AUTHORities can write the "script" for collective movements of society according to what they want the masses to build, and they'll employ their complacent consciousness to keep those CONstructions happening. Everyone acts as a "useful idiot" that will fight the "good fight" they're told to, die, recycle essentially, and continue the drama from a different seat, propping up the same system from another angle...they accept the karmic loop that binds them back to whatever next steps seem outlined by other entities FOR them...
Those who are awakening are met with every "firewall" possible to disguise/obscure/obstruct the path out of the system's "cave," with plenty of veiled threats looming in shadows to deter any revolutionary rebellions. Once one has seen behind the curtain enough to not return to sleep though, the larger campaigns convert from subversive reprogramming towards silencing, working next to "run interference" against such units, so they don't build confident momentum that attracts greater traction--"crucify" any "miracle" Workers. Essentially, "overseers" would prefer such component individuals to "exit" (incarnation) entirely, so they're not thwarting the standardized "programming" with any influential messages, showcases, or demonstrations counter to THEIR preSCRIPTions, and various methods can be employed to entice or enforce such, prior to more fully "realized" awakening (at which point one is beyond externally impressive influence altogether). Either the system's grind will proceed to wear them down over time--slow collapse--or they see enough beyond that is more alluring to proceed towards--quick transition; either way, they'll eventually tend to die in some flux of force and choice. From such, a decision to venture elsewhere if more preferred may be made, or the attempt to re-enter and attempt greater awakening is presented.
Fully awakened souls know there is no such thing as death, all conscious experience is just happening across various states--like solid, liquid, gas, plasma--and such souls can travel among dimensional states as called. These are those "dying" MOST consciously when they depart, choosing the when, how, and why to such coordination, based on creative intent moreso than succumbing to encumbering circumstances. The exit could be pre-planned, spontaneous, noted, not noted, etc.--any orientation really, including just dematerializing, disappearing, or shifting out of phase any which way they choose to navigate. The Work being done is towards enLIGHTening, so there is nothing "asleep" about their condition, and transitions occur according to more practical intentions of creative necessity, and as simply/naturally as some rain/reign/rein "evaporating" from a change in pressure, to concentrate again into precipitating towards saturation when called...
Awakening (as a process) can also happen many ways--after many years of dedicated work, or as a spontaneous mutation of surprise. The maturity of the soul is what matters, and not all such correspondences are always sequentially tidy or readily perceptible in an individual personality's ego structure. Some soul timelines may keep certain facets dormant until a time-release juncture is rightly ripened by a catalytic spark. It's all impersonally personal and transcendentally difficult for the mind to fully fathom, much lest try to calculate....
Some folks who "go missing" or have mysterious accidents or abrupt departures may simply find their soul activated to "move on" towards another point in space/time to next hold their frequency, and they then do so, while those left behind may lament not knowing or understanding why such happens, just as many grieve those who "leave" when it may not seem to be ANY "soul choice" so much as the "cold hard reality" of a cruel world...soooo not true--just different dramas to engage for a sea of interwoven reasons.
It's really only the "dead"(asleep) who grieve the dead; everyone "alive"(awake) realizes that death doesn't exist, and souls are simply transitioning through their processes of conscious evolution from wherever they are. There's really no up/down, good/bad, better/worse to being more "alseep" or "awake" either...everyone simply aligns to synchronize with what's next due from where they've last been, according to what's been developed and retained within the "current" core of their vibrational being.
....however, back to a prior CONcern, there is quite an "impressive" machine in play campaigning to keep folks asleep--so "THEY" (the OVERlords) can remain the AUTHORity in "charge" to "RULE" over how the story/script goes--and folks can serve there in the "safety" of such a herd for as long as is found comfortable, before hatching into a more illuminating dawn as their own sovereign "manager." Until such a state is clearly arrived at and chosen though, folks tend to let someone else "handle" what happens...
"Life's no ordeal
If you come to terms
Reject the system
Dictating the norms...
Those living for death
Will die by their own hand"--A Perfect Circle
Ultimately, We ALL inevitably "die by [our] own hand," essentially agreeing to some "shade" to a reality of "death here, however active or passive our role may seem...but how conscious can you be about the (natural) business of life, without polarizing towards a rigid resistance to change, formed from the shadows of fear?
A life lived small--scared of the "scarcity" to any inner power perceived to be absent/lacking--is too afraid to enjoy (in joy) what's on endless, infinite, and eternal offer for all to "tap" IN on for a more "fine-tuned" experience...
Fortunately, these contemplations are streaming "louder" more now because AWAKENING totally IS the "new norm," and everyone's psyche is starting to internally wrestle with their external SUBscriptions to religions, jobs, families, countries, political parties, and traditional belief systems that are overly CONfining. The distortion behind such is growing more obvious, since an influx of solar light (and galactic positioning) is enhancing consciousness while exaggeratively "warping" shadows before they dispel....
When WE all decide not to support the beliefs and systems that have been running against Truth (and indebting us against our own best interests), those structures will disintegrate and disband... There is already substantial traction towards awakening, so "killing off" those who "get it" is no longer a reasonable option for nefarious factions to resume a prior trance. In fact, those "leaving" this stage at this point are actually speeding up the dismantling of the "old guard" from the "other (invisible) side" through their supportive precipitations there. As such, the CONtrol campaign is now really trying to mostly keep us all ALIVE here (albeit a bit uncomfortably frustrated in a quasi-"hostage" situation), so as to stall the unraveling long enough to CONvince those still oblivious that they can be "saved" from the wretchedness of life--ironically only made so by those piloting their dystopian mind control programs--by a "savior," which would look staged to "show UP" as an agent of whatever same system(s) we've been mesmerized into Stockholm syndrome with...A rapturous "harvest" to CULTivate a "new" ("upgraded") status quo will likely promise to end these wicked days of discordant incarnation under those previously oppressive conditions (that they'd enforced...) with some shiny, new "promotional" promise of a better world created by others for everyone to sign-on/up for participation with next--their rally to just "please don't abandon 'the system' and Self-manage to create your own fabulous life" 🙄😒😏😜
It's impossible for me to encapsulate all the related nuances contemplated about "death mechanics" in one snippet, but I hope this has at least opened a "twilight zone" of deeper consideration for folks to ponder. The fear of death IS the "underground" engine running in the background behind ALL control campaigns designed to corral how we behave with the wielding of our own inherent free-will. It's ironically part of the titillating drama to apparent separation so many unconsciously crave, in order to FEEL more alive with anxiety about what's going on at any given time🤪😝
Enjoy your suffering while you can though--the light is "exposing" EVERYTHING in the dark around here more and more, and if you wanna keep wallowing in that, it's getting a bit too brightly inhospitable around this "zip code," so it might soon be about time for any intent to play "less than" (those who insist on dominating and those who'll submissively concur to such), to carry that "play" off to another locale of subordinate ordination😅🤷♂️
...Every birth/entrance is a death/exit somewhere, and every death is a birth to elsewhere...just don't get too twisted by any "horror show" about this world being based on "One Life to Live" in some finite rendition, and then it's over🙄😒 ....it IS "ONE life," but it's a never-ending story; write/right the Way for YOUR path's best flow as the chief AUTHORity, so another doesn't "hook" you to break/brake from theirs😉😜



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